Wet dreams over therapist

Marco asked 12 months ago

I started seeing a therapist for the first time a few years ago and although she helped me out a lot I became very confused and embarrassed that I’d started to have sexual fantasies about her and eventually fell totally in love. I had some really vivid wet dreams over her that seemed 100% real,I’ve never experienced anything like it before.

I stopped seeing her even though I really wanted to but three years on I still have frequent dreams I’m walking through her door and we start kissing.its so frustrating but they won’t stop happening,there are several variations of what happens after I go through the door but always extremely sexual. I nearly emailed her but didn’t want to embarrass myself or her. Why does this keep playing in my head?