I prayed the night I asked for a dream on where I was going. I accepted Christ as my Lord and savior and I genuinely believe in him. I changed my lifestyle and I pray and worship him a lot. I just wanted assurance of my salvation but instead, I had a dream about the fire. In dream logic, I understood that this was hell and that I know I wasn’t in it but close to it.
I could understand if I didn’t believe in Christ and I had this dream. Or I accepted but my lifestyles never changed but it threw me off because everything changed and I just wasn’t quite sure why I still got this dream and I felt betrayed like he just didn’t for whatever reason want to accept my apology and just flat out didn’t want me in heaven. I’m so hurt and confused.