For the second time I dreamt being chased by the doctors. I always find a way to lose them but at the end they always find me and caught me. I was so tired running and hidding, I don’t even know what to do but I am not afraid, I just want to run and hide from them.
In my waking life I am a medical laboratory intern. I work in the hospital 4 times a week and communicate with the doctors.
My parent want me to become a doctor since I was a child and still now they want me to pursue it. I\’ve been asking for signs since then if I should pursue medicine yet there’s this thought and feeling that I can\’t and I want to do something different from myself other than being a medical doctor and work in the hospital.