Hi, I had a dream a couple of months ago now, I was upstairs in my house looking out the window, the outside of my house was different from reality, I heard a noise downstairs, so I went down.
I walked into the living room to see myself standing right in front of me leaning against the wall, it was like he (me) was completely doped, can’t remember if he(me) was drooling but was like a zombie.
I freaked out and started pushing myself against the wall but no response so I grabbed myself and threw me (this even sounds mental lol) onto the couch, still nothing.
I sat down next to me on the couch, and then he turned and looked at me, I said ‘when did we die?’ He said ‘ a couple of weeks ago, we were on holiday. Then we merged, and at that point, I woke up soaked in sweat. Weird like and so real, I was on holiday a couple of weeks before this too, any insights as to what it means?
I also tend to have out of body dreams where its hard to tell who is me or when you are you but not you, so you don’t sound crazy or anything. I personally think my out of body dreams are due to a weak sense of self, but they also occur when I tend to disassociate from reality in waking life. The fact that you died symbolizes a change in yourself. it is not necessarily bad. Perhaps you feel like you changed as a person during a vacation and are now having problems integrating the person you’ve become with who you were in the past. Maybe you are a bit mad at past you.