Beating up my son

Landy asked 9 months ago

i keep having this dream repetitively, at least 5 times in one year. I saw that I was beating my six year old son really bad with my hand for some type of bad behavior. Sometimes, I see my husband helping me beating him up. I mostly see me hitting him in the face. It’s like I am beating something out of him.

All the while I am hitting him, I always see him laying down with his eyes close, not fighting back and not responding at all. After I am done, he open his eyes slowly and look at me without saying a word and then I wake up feeling really unease about this dream bc I know I will never do that to him in real life. why I am doing it in my dream? Please help. I don’t understand this at all.
Signed by: A concern mother